Future Resolve

I have shamefully ignored this blog of late.  I promise to add content very soon. Some of my scribblings will involve this composer:

Apologies

My apologies for the delay in the next chapter of Illetai. I've been cleaning out my garage, and in between tossing out all the accumulated crap and sanding and re-finishing the forlorn workbench out there, I discovered I had a really lovely workspace out there. Accordingly, mindful of how I've never had an actual place to spread all my moonbeams out, in a fashion that wouldn't interfere with the quasi-efficiency of the home and hearth, I've gotten out all my music manuscripts of yore and have begun an attempt to actually write music.

Several projects in mind, notably a string quartet and my only (so far) symphony. Illetai will join the faded manuscripts and take it's turn. Right now, I reading the Berlioz-Strauss Treatise on Orchestration, and dreaming the most wildest of dreams. I've never felt more hopeful.

Well, my kids are putting me to shame, so here's another part of my novel...

The Sundering of Illetai

Illetai is divided into many parts, though the number of parts is known and probably certain and unchanging, no rational rat worthy of that distinction can ever state that number as representative of reality. There is only one Copula Bridge, although each other bridge is a necessary connection.

The dream is of one reality. Reality may indeed be several dreams. The dreamers may be several.

Write the words that speak of your heart. Crouched, hunched-over within the inarticulateness of your great masquerading mind. The over-balance of Time has made a mockery of your silence. The account will be empty and dim, lost to prideful fear. The works, the res gestae, the ledger of assessment empty as my vanished vanity. The layers of the trash heap, not geologic in permanence, will fade and blend and take your grand schemes with it.

The world of Illetai is a small one, assuming that one is not a rat. It might resemble (to non-rat eyes) a large set of cages, each attached by long tubes of plastic, of varying, but festive, colors. It may seem to be, rather than floating majestically through space, but sitting, instead, upon bureaus, tables, nightstands, shelving units, chest-of-drawers, armoires, dressers, buffets, chiffoniers, cupboards, and wardrobes. It would fill several rooms, true, but it would be a small world, a tiny portion of a very large universe.

If one were a rat, however, Illetai would be all. It would be all that there is or ever would be. Illetai would be a lovely maze of separate lands, a warren of possibilities.

If one were a rat, so I'm saying, one would never think the world a limited proposition, a prescribed, many-time ambulated circuit. In short, if one were a rat, one would never imagine Illetai a cage. It is for that reason that the rat-philosophers of Illetai or, at least, those worth their chewing-sticks, are dismissive of any attempt to rigidly define external reality.

And, as harmony, a strange sort of disbelief is typical of these philosophers. Not an atheism, mind, for the gods (a former pantheon with much literature to back them up), are now silent to rat-prayer.

It is not really the rats' fault that the gods became so non-existently unresponsive. No--that honor remains a gift, exclusively, of human-kind. The fumigators and screamers, the trap-setters and crushers. The big, huge consumers of provender the gods had, in gone-by, hopelessly forgotten, ancient days, repudiated, and reserved a small portion of affection for rodent-kind. A general, objective history of human shenanigans has yet to be written. Suffice to say, their crimes are manifold, and are the reason the gods are, if not dead, than rather moribund.

Such an extremity of reality! That is precisely why the more learned of the rats deny it. For to affirm the external is to invite discord.

The Left=Handed Cookbook: Brats & Kraut

4 slices thick-sliced bacon, chopped

Bratwurst (2 lbs.)

1 tbl Extra-Virgin olive oil

1 large onion, sliced

32 oz jar sauerkraut

2 tbl sugar

½ cup white wine

Heat oil in large skillet over medium-high heat. Add bacon and push to one side. Arrange bratwurst on other side in concentric circles. Brown bratwurst, about 4 minutes a side, meanwhile stirring chopped bacon to crisp up. Remove bratwurst to holding plate. Add onion to skillet and sauté until soft and browned, around 8 minutes. Add sugar and stir, about 1 minute. Increase heat to high and add wine. Boil, scraping up browned bits, about 3 minutes. Stir in sauerkraut and bring to boil. Arrange bratwurst on top of kraut and cover. Reduce heat to medium and cook for 45 minutes.

Serve with oven fries.

The Rats of Illetai

This is the beginning of my novel:

Humans love a mystery. Rats, on the other hand, love a good chew. Perhaps this story will be both.

The world of Illetai is a small one, assuming that one is not a rat. It might resemble (to non-rat eyes) a set of cages, each attached by long, varying but festively colored tubes of durable plastic. These cages may seem to be not floating majestically through space and ether, but sitting, rather prosaically, upon bureaus, tables, nightstands, shelving units, chest-of-drawers, dressers, chiffoniers, buffets, cabinets, armoires, cupboards, and wardrobes. It would fill several rooms (to a rat), but would be a small world, a tiny portion of a very large universe.

If one were, actually, a rat, Illetai would be all. It would be all that there ever was or ever would be. Illetai would be a lovely maze of separate lands, a warren of possibilities. There might be some strange sights, of course, but what might else be expected from a world of such wideness (all strung together) and unfamiliarity (again, all strung together)?

If one were a rat, so I'm saying, one would never think the world a limited proposition, a prescribed, many-time ambulated circuit of sameness. In short, if one were a rat, one would never imagine Illetai to be a cage.

But, at this present moment, the scene is not so much the world as perceptual knot as the world as shoebox. And, all the world is in that shoebox to one boy, a fifth grader extraordinaire, as he digs a hole, furtively scrapped out behind a clump of tansies, in which to bury that shoebox.

Shameless Introduction

My youngest son wrote this encomium for me one Father's Day:

A Magnificent Man

His eyes are full of kindness

His heart is made of gold

he is full of laughter and cheer

every night we sit around watching hockey.

Cheering for the Avs, moaning when they lose.

Oh the laughs we have watching corny commercials

Oh the wonderful dinners he serves us every night

He hates it when siblings fight

He loves it when they are kind

He stuck with me for 12 years

and probably will for 5 more

He is there when I'm in my time of need

He always has a friendly smile when I arrive home

Whenever I'm in need of help or struggling in school

he is always there

Who is this great man, you ask?

He is my father, a magnificent man.

I blush...